I feel like going crazy today. Those of you that know me probably already think I am crazy, but it is fun saying I want to go crazy. I think I am going to modify my major somewhat-no more piano performance for me! I am almost positive that I am going to become a BA, take French, and be a happier person.
I got gesured at by a rude person on Thursday becuase I didn't pull out into oncoming traffic. I wanted to back into him, but then neither of us could have gone, and the way he was ranting in my rearview mirror made me not want to meet him in person. Sheesh!
Tomorrow is Highlight night. I do not know how I am going to make it through. Highlight night is everything I hate, rude people, lots of noise, crazy lights, lots of people, lots of noise, claustrophobic conditions, and did I mention lots of noise? I hate the noise things like that generate. Not to mention all the people. I am the kind of person who has a largish personal space area, and I get upset when it is violated for long periods of time. Good thing I am not from a no personal space culture!
Highlight night is also a ministry, just a stressful one. At least it only comes once a year.
It is really wierd even doing Highlight night becuase we are in the process of leaving the church. I don't like switching churches, but I have been ready to leave this one for quite some time. I like the tinny church we are looking at, but I am feeling a little torn. I could acompany and get paid at some church somewhere else, or I could go to this little on, be happy, and be thier music person. ARGH!
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